Father's Day

Climbing generational walls – by Mia Li


One Wednesday in early June my father called me at work and said, “I heard it’s going to be Fathers Day soon.”

Alarmed, I sat up in my chair and tried to make sense of this. My father had always said that the invented foreign festivals were decoys imported from America to sell cakes and carnations to China’s new middle class gullibles. Even still, in recent years it had become customary for Chinese children to buy their parents gifts on Fathers and Mothers Day. Pressure from both Confucius and the consumer industry had become insurmountable, let alone guilt trips from mum and dad. Starting the year I got a job, each year my mother dropped hints about what gift she wanted (at least she didn’t make me hand over a portion of my salary like some other Chinese mothers do). But my proud father would never ask me for anything, so I thought.

“I’d like to get you a gift!” I said, in what I hoped was the right response. “What would you like?”

“I’d like an Astrill account,” he replied, not skipping a beat. “I need to get over the firewall.”

Again, my mind scrambled to summon the right reaction as a filial child. My father, a 57 year-old small-time exporter of cheap Chinese goods, wanted for Fathers Day to evade China’s Internet censorship. Before I could warn him of the potential risks of political dissent, he continued, “Can you help me? I definitely need to climb the firewall to keep running my business.”

My father is a natural businessman, although it wasn’t obvious at the beginning. Born in 1957 to a commerce bureau official and a maths teacher, he had always been good with numbers. But his generation didn’t have much help in pursuing their interests, and limited options for their future. They were, as Party propaganda put it, “little screws” in the gigantic machine that constructed the People’s Republic. Young people were told to “go where the motherland needs it the most”, regardless of personal ambition. The Party appointed a position to each of the little screws, who must keep their part of the machine working or be tossed away like scrap metal. Dreams and wishes were luxuries it was best to forget about.

The Cultural Revolution started just when my father was preparing to go to school. Education suddenly became the arena of political games. Factions battled like gladiators with flyers, posters and fists. With nothing else to compare it to, my father thought that was what normal school life involved – pledging to be loyal to whoever was in political favour. Ten years later the madness ended, and at the age of 19 my father left school having learnt “nothing”, in his words. He was ready to work.

Back then the Party assigned jobs and salaries according to how long one had been working. The earlier you started working, the more food and clothes tokens you would get. My father got a job close to home at a state-owned factory in Jinan, the capital of Shandong province. The province had been assigned to produce and dye textiles for the nation. My father’s factory, Jinan No.1 Textile Dying Factory, would print patterns on blank fabrics, which would then be cut up and sent to shops across the country. Housewives traded fabric tokens for them to make clothes and curtains for their family.

And so my father became a “little screw” in the machine that kept the People’s Republic clothed (no nation is constructed naked). The process of bringing fabrics from the factory to the shops fascinated him. He wondered how it was decided how many rolls of each pattern to print, and how to know which one would prove popular. He took a night school degree in economics, and was promoted to be in charge of planning the production schedule. When the token system and the planned economy ended, my father helped his factory prosper even more in a market economy. In the late 80s, he set up its export connections in Japan and Korea.

He got married, had me, ane became the first man in his neighbourhood to own a Japanese-made stereo sound system. Once he spent the equivalent of an average worker’s monthly salary on one smart suit. It was a new era, and things were going well. Then one day in the mid 90s, everyone at the factory was laid off. China was privatising most of its state-owned enterprises. Almost all of the workers were given a severance package and told to find employment elsewhere.

My father always joked that his generation was the one that had the carpet yanked out from under them at every stage of their lives. Schools were suspended when they were starting to study; jobs were taken away from them when they were starting their careers.

He left the factory, took its clients with him, and set up his own company instead. He exported whatever he could – textiles and clothes at first, then automobile parts, porcelein, chemicals and rubber, a foot soldier in the giant standing army of China’s manufacturing and export industry. Whenever the newspapers report on the enormousness of China’s foreign currency reserve, I think of tens and hundreds of thousand of fathers like mine, exchanging their sales revenue into yuan so they can pay for food, rent and out-of-pocket medical bills.

As my father grew older, his profit margin grew slimmer. In the last few years, he didn’t even make enough over costs to pay the flat-rate taxes to keep his company legal. But he refused to admit defeat. At the age of 57, his career in e-commerce began.

He joined an online directory of Chinese exporters set up by Alibaba, the e-commence giant. Customers around the world clicked onto his website, and signed contracts to source goods from Chinese factories. He set up a Google mail account to keep in touch with his buyers. (He tried Yahoo email too, but the company’s China operation folded.) Although Google and many of its services had been blocked since 2009, Gmail was so widely used in the business world that it was considered too important to block.

One day in May 2014, it took my father four hours to send an email to one of his clients. He didn’t know what was wrong. He rebooted his computer, re-installed the operating system, and performed all the bug fixes he could think of. A few days later, he found out that the government had finally blocked Gmail, in anticipation of the upcoming 25th anniversary of the 1989 protests. Having advertised his email address, he couldn’t afford to switch. “The party makes life a survival challenge to weed out the weak,” my father joked.

Weak he is not. After dodging disaster in the Cultural Revolution, the nationwide SOE lay-off and with high taxes for private industry, he was ready to jump over another wall obstructing his way. But this time, he needed my help.

I bought him the Astrill account and helped him to set it up. Besides using Gmail, he has also started to access blocked internet content from all over the world. He reads Chinese language news sites from New York, Toronto, Japan and Taiwan. He watches documentaries on YouTube. He follows the Chinese editions of The New York Times, The Financial Times and the BBC. (When I asked what he thought of their China coverage, he replied, “Not in-depth enough.”) He told me he felt a sense of freedom he had never felt before.

“It was the best Fathers Day gift ever.”

Mia Li lives in Beijing, where she is a researcher for the New York Times by day. At night, she turns that news into stand-up comedy